i love you like a love song baby

change my hair color again. hard to see the difference in this picture. but it's more to medium blonde with grayness whatsoever. but it only last for weeks. so.... pakyuuu hair :(

i am .. .... :)


hello darlings. i been really busy with my life that i have no time to update my blog :( i really don't have time to open my damn stewpid lappy and wait like forever to load..blah3..i hate my lappy. i need new one, anyone? :) but fb-ing is everyday through my phone most of the time and twitter as well.


i'm not in an 'organized' person lately. there's so much going on with me. i have so much more lot to do for this semester. presentation, presentation and presentation..ughh..pakyuuuu man :( most of the assignment shits was done last minute. lol. so typical us. as usual.


hmm sorry for turning into this boring blogger. haha.


well see ya'll soon. i'll be back with lots of crap for ya ~


i love u like a love song baby <3

keep hittin repeat peat-peat-peat-peat-peat

lol. new addiction to Selena Gomez 'love you like a love song'. but i change it into 'hate you like a hate song' #twitter -.-

don't have class today. but i'm bored to death. i got lot of things to do #schoolstuff #housechores but i'm not in the mood of doing it now. maybe tomorrow. here i am, blogging, wasting my time as usual.

the boys going to watch nasi lemak movie tonight, at cp i guess, well ahteck ask me if i want to join em, err awkward situation, my bro and his gf, ahteck and his gf, c wan and alex (probably join) and lain2 alien. lol. bukan kah awkward? no thank u lah. as i said, malas. tomorrow, Byla and Evnee wants to go CF. haiz. we'll see.


was thinking to do another ink. wants to surprise someone when she's back from KL :) lalalalalala~~ :)

nevermind

i heard that u're settled down
that you found a girl and u're married now
i heard that your dreams came true
guess she gave you things i didn't give to you
old friend, why are you so shy?
ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light.
i hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
but i couldn't stay away, i couldn't fight it
i had hoped u'd see my face and that u'd be reminded
that for me it isn't over

never mind, i'll find someone like you 
i wish nothing but the best for you too
don't forget me, i beg
i'll remember, you said
'sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead'

nothing compares
no worries or cares
regrets and mistakes
they are memories made,
who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?


#addicted #emo #adeleFTW
even Kim&Rob Kardashian love this song :)
someone like you - Adele

smurfing

TGIF! thank God its Friday!


wanna wish all Malaysians Selamat Hari Merdeka & Malaysia. BE GOOD people, seriously -.-

anyway, off to town just now with my lil cousy and sissy, dying and whining like babies -.- insisted to watch the smurfs! the crowd is amazeballs! omg. honestly i'm not really familiar with the cinema halls in CP, how humiliating. we're 10 minutes late due the lost of our way. that is probably one of the biggest humiliation in our life cuz we keep asking people 'err hall 9 mana yea'? LOL.

i'm in love with these smurfs! they're so adorable and their song is so so naisss (nice), what's not to love about em? Neil Patrick did a very good job in his character. even tho he's gay in real life, but he can play the straight guy role well. but i love him more in 'how i met your mother' as Barney. haha.

my fav smurf is def the blondie 'smurfette' <3

and Gargamel is kinda retard. i hate him. but i love his cat Azrael.

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i ran into bunch of crazy people today. i met Jila, Nazra, my neighbors, my primary classmate, my other cousin, and my other cousin -..- , my bro's friends. am i that visible today?? CP肯定不是一个好的地方去gaigai~sieeeennn.

doesnt feel happy at all.

i lied :)

don't even bother

idk why i even wasting my time blogging about us. seriously. i don't like the way you 'aww she's pathetic and i feel bad about everything' and give me this 'aww you'll find somebody and hey! i've found somebody and she's sitting right beside me' look. LOL.


what? why? yes. of course i am aware of that douche bag.


are you that retard?


i don't have to go 'that' way. showing it off to me or anyone. i can move on with or without anyone. as matter in fact, you're not that happy :) boy, i still know. i know you really well. you and your best friend are wrong. i love it when i already know the truth and you two still lying to me. lol. who's pathetic now?


probably this would be the last post i blab about u mister, i wish nothing but the best for you and please GTFO of my life.

lippy

i never wear darker or brighter lipstick before. like red.purple.black. lol. as matter in fact, i don't like wearing lipstick or lipgross. oops. lipgloss sorry :))

btw. i've been having this skin allergic for the past week. but i'm in healing process now. gawd. i never knew or thought i have this kind of skin allergic. the doctor says i might have an allergic to somekind of food that i had eaten. i guess it seafood. the doctor even says so. ugh. fml. but i've been eating seafood for 18 years. but why suddenly i'm allergic to it? -.- now i'm banned from eating food that came from sea. now i'm going to be fat from eating meat, meat and meat. darn. F my body :(

for today biatch

i have nothing much to do today. i was home alone from morning. this bloody sore throat ruined my day and my mood, felt so miserable for the whole day, it hurts alot :(

urmm, my sem 3 is almost over. final exams is coming right up. i am seriously not ready :( there's so much running through my mind now. problemos. i know, it's called life. i'm too young to faced these. i'm not even 20's. hmm.


my mom will be going to work in KL this coming september. So we siblings will be motherless for months :( how am i suppose to live? HAHA. hmm. and there will be a newcomer living in our house soon, haiz .. a friend of my sister. her mom will be transfer to Tawau, also job thingy. so she'll be staying with us for months as well. WHY US? long story..hmm..strangers from the outside. i'm not really sure about this. i don't like sharing rooms with strangers. who doesn't? i don't even know her, my sister knew her only for months. not even a year -..- just saying tho. i'm not that type who likes to share, even with my siblings.

AND

some of my friends says my tattoo is fake. LOL. it is R.E.A.L you bunch of IMBECILE RETARD people! it's up to you to believe. i'm not live to please anyone but for myself.

hmm. i was planning to have another tattoo. err i'm taking back about saying not having another tattoo again. yes it hurts alot in the first place. if i were a guy, my arms will probably fill with inks all over. my bro's friend Alex aka Dongwoon alike, his right arms is covered with tatts, SEXY!! :)) Amy Winehouse, i'm loving the pin-up tatts, and Kat Von D of course. Legend. Duhh. :)

bye2 virgin skin

lol .. virgin skin huh?

behold!


my first ink!


jeng jeng jeng!~~


remember this date 20th of July 2011. the day i have my first ink~i am nineteen years old. hihi ^_-


it was torturing, VERY PAINFUL! go read ma tweets bout it.. but the result is superb!


wanna see? hihi, i've revealed the first pic using my phone cam in twitter. but these piccas was taken with my olympus cam. oh well.. i let the pictures do the talking :))))

i know its been awhile, didnt update much here. cuz i was so lazzzyyy -..-

okay, i hope ya'll love my tattoo..cuz i do! haha~going to class now baibai~

instant doodles

hello dolls! i know, its been awhile. it's weird, when there goes the holiday, i didn't blog much, when it comes with no holiday, i blogged -.-


anyways, my 3 weeks of sem holiday has finally comes to an end. i am super sad :( it's not enough. i need more. i don't feel like going back to college. everytime i think bout it, i feel nauseous and psm-ing. there's lot of things happened. i just pretend nothing happen, but it kills me inside.haiz.


okay, here 'watsup' with me.
-i'm on my way to learn to drive a car. this saturday i will sit for the computer test.
-i'm a short hair ladayy now. hoho :)
-finally own an android phone. addicted 100%. (part of the reason i didn't blog much and online using laptop.)
-angry bird's maniac!
-currently in bad skin condition. FML T.T


and today, i went super damn early to college, idk whats wrong with me, haha -.- just registration of subjects and timetable. can't believe i'm in 3rd sem now. i'm a fckin senior. theres so many juniors
*new intake* they look at me like i'm somekind of an alien, a monster from outer space, from another planet~ another level of annoyance? :-/ like seriously. people?!


oh, due to the addiction of android, and couldn't update much here, i decided to do a mobile blog where i direct blog from my phone, this is pretty much like instant blogging -.- 


here's the link, i'm using ameba btw ^.^ babyJ


OKAY. that's all~


have a nice day and oyasumi mina!

real shitz

ohei. hey. greetings from moi <3


lol tryin to talk and be formal today, sopan santun . FAIL . i don't even wear formal outfit to class kyo, oh yeah, the royal wedding is today. today .today. that's the reason i tryin to be a formal ladayy, obviously FAIL. i'm lovin the word FAIL. 


the word of the day FAIL. yo! that's so FAIL! #fail -..- okay, enuf shit fail.


what's the date of today? lemme answer that, it's 29th of April 2011. Everyone is talking about the Royal Wedding of Prince William & Kate Middleton. Seriously, i don't really care about it, none of my classmates do. We're just so buzy bee with our school stuff. Doing slideshows for the coming presentations, ughh thinking and talking about it makes my palm sweat. I AM NERVOUS! i have to memorize LOTSA shitz. Next week will be the last week of our 2nd Semester, it's also the week of Presentation of our assignments. fyi, i'm sitting and taking 5 subjects for this sem, Principle of Economic, Principle of Tourism, English Vocabulary-Grammar-Shitz lol, Principle of Management and Basic International languages in Japanese aka Nihongo -..- much of principles aye? :))


hmm~next week schedule :
:on Wednesay morning, Presentation for Principle of Tourism, my group will be present the tourist arrival statistic shitz, the most susah and buruk punya kerja -.-
:on Wednesday afternoon, the moment where i transform into a mean lady, yup. Roleplaying for English Vocabulary-Grammar-Shitz lol again. We choose to roleplay 'Cinderella', ughh -..-
on Thursday afternoon, Presentation for Principle of Management, my group choose McDonald as our product for the competitive advantages shitz.
:on Friday morning, a date with our sensei, Ms.Farra for the 'Watashi Wa'. Will be a japanese or nihon-jin for a day.


i know u're bored reading this, but thanks congratz if u did. HAHA..clap2 for u.


real shitz. oh yeah.


hmm tomorrow is the ANOTHER open day of our college, this time no tourist guide, haha every student got this invitation letter, so damn stewpid. i thought.


hmm feel like buying new phone. go read my tweets about it :(


okaibai ^0^/

sun sun day

woke up late this morning -.- i went to church like a sick person, i didn't have much time to put on make up. my hair also look frizzy and shitty. ugghh i wish have magic, like the girl in Bewitched, lol, she just twitches her nose, errrrrrrrrr maybe i just twitches my ear, cuz im no good twitching nose -..- it's like your boogers are overload and it's stressing your nose :)))

bubbleflops >.< mine is the purple one, the green is my sissy one. she wear my purple with her green, and i wear her green with my purple, lol~it really caught alot of eyes @.@

haha, guess guess guess! 猜猜猜! who's in the picture? if you're a korean freak, it would be easy for you :) snap this at the korean market-AsiaCity. My sissy went gaga, keep forcing me to snap pic of her with this poster -..- IT'S ONLY A PAPER!

okok, gotta go finish my script. just a short post. wish me luck and hoping tomorrow ima still breathing, probably will die because of heart attack after Mr.Charles's class. ughh F the Economic!

Asian Parents -.-

• You aren’t allowed to have a relationship during your teenage years.
• You are allowed to have a relationship once you’ve finished University or College.
• Everything you do besides homework is a waste of time.
• Rice for breakfast, rice for lunch, rice for dinner. RICE ftw~
• If you want to go out with your friends, you have to let them know where you’re going, why you’re going, and when you’ll be back.
• If you are the only girl, they will not let you out as frequently as they will to your brothers :/
• They will chase you around the house with a belt if you misbehave :))
• They are over-protective.
• They do not believe in allowance.
• They do not believe in ‘being grounded’, but do believe in giving long lectures and nag nag nag.
• If you ask them if you can go out with your friends, they will give you an hour lecture about getting raped.
• B4 you leave to go out to the mall, they will tell you to go to the toilet.
• You aren’t allowed to bring food or water near the computer and eat in front of the tv.
• You have to eat your food at the table.
• They will tell you how much clothes you’ve got in your wardrobe when you ask them to buy you new ones.
• They are cheap.
• They go grocery shopping every weekend.
• They will always remind you too keep good care of your mobile phone and your wallet.
• After you make a mess, you clean it.
• They expect too much from you.

ughhh..FOL?

BANG!

moshi2 tomodachi lovess :), steal this from my gal's album, she upload just now..i was talking and she curi snap, grrrr gigit lar ni :)) my new hair color, yesterday i went to saloon to touch up my roots, decided to go 'orange' for awhile :)) inspired 'Hyosung' from Secret <3 her hair is orange now and she looks great. She's my new bias ^.^

this week is the week of midterm exam, try not to stress out *take a deep breath* ahhhhhhh..the first test is Japanese/Nihongo, today, this morning! HAHA easy as 123, ABC :)) the questions are black and white SAME as the Kotoba'S that Ms.Farra gave us :)) we thought it as a joke :)) hmm tomorrow is English and principle in management >.< i will be in college morning until evening. Hmmmmm don't care as long i'm not at home doing nothing and jobless :)) i can be with my peepz and laugh all day long :)) even if i don't live at the U.A dorm like most of my friends :( we're still joking and bitching in FB chat :)) gahhh i wanna live with em >.< can wake up together, sleeps together, cook together, gaigai2 together, go to class together gether :))

okay, end of college stuff. Ima talk bout my fav kpop band now! super duper in love with em after saw they act in a parody of 'secret garden', credit to my sissy Minaru, for telling me the videos :)) 

please do watch >.< i will guarantee you will LOL so hard and will go gaga bout them :))





LOL~~ guess who is who, which is who :)) How i wish i can have TOP as my boyfriend >//< I love everything about him, the way he stare and the way he smile, OMG @.@

okay, Happy Watching!

JA! see u on next blog :)

deep down

hey hey..waddup..






hmm was stressing out, freaked out bout tomorrow :( tension in the air -.- they keep their faith on us, just wth! i never thought it would be this serious, well okay, it was! all the respective people will be there all the way from KL! i shouldn't volunteer myself for this bloody event, makahai! :/ hmm the treasure hunt doesn't count, just for the tourist guide! arggghhh i'm stressing out! they been nagging nag nag nag nag! am bout to burst into flames! but can't for the sake of future :)) so whatever douchebags am going to hold my flames until this shitty event comes to an end, just wait and see! oh well, i'm a human dragon, so step back..........or don't come near me, i might burn you or eat you up, i guess i will, i don't think human taste good, or..............lol............joking.........-..-





and this is for ... ... ... , sometimes you can be so irritating, and sometimes you can be nice, just nice. Sooo unpredictable! Ughh >.< i wanted to know why u say that to her and your friends? i don't get it, are you trying to please me? cuz it don't! so go ahead, i don't take any of your words to the heart, cuz for me it's a joke, a lame one, so take care of yourself! i can take care myself! xP

back to basic

ohayo mina! ogenki desu ka :) i'm still sick, ughhh fml, no afternoon class today, it was canceled due some preparation for the carnival this saturday :) means i can rest and chill cuz yesterday i feel so horrible and awful, sleepy! i can't help myself in the class, totally helpless! argghhhhhh!



anyways..i just wanna show some epic pics -.- im back to curly hair! yay!

HMM

NO!

lol, no i'm not! haha i'm in love with straight hair now, cuz easy to manage, curly hair is a pain on my head! oh well, will go curl sometimes cuz i already has the curl thingy :) here's the result of using the red Vidal Sassoon, credit to my sister, she does the hair ^0^

nice is it? hmm somehow i think my hair color look nice here :)) nahh i want to change it soon!

moshi2, watashi wa miss fatty desu :))

okay, just a short post! wanna go study now, next week is MID TERM EXAM! another scream 'ARRRGGHHHHH'!!

weird love ♥

ohai peepz..it's wednesday! how was your day? ♥ oh! happy international woman's day to all ladies-galz out there! ♥ we're awesome! bold and beautiful! not botak ok..LOL..


i been feeling weird lately..idk..someone has made me feel that way..someone..hmm..what kind of weird feeling is that? honestly, i don't know :) just weird ♥ it will make me go haaaaaaaaa hmmmmmmm :) :) haha i'm such a weirdo..that someone is a weirdo too..hihi..


ignore my weirdoness..here's a song that has been craze in my itunes..london gal Jessie J..she's like the UK 'Katy Perry', i love her new song 'Price Tag'..listen now! the lyrics are just beyond awesome and real! i really love it! it makes me realize money is not everything..forget bout the price tag! make the world dance!


buhbye for now ♥

誕生日♥

puffy eyes, was tired and sleepy *_*

half destroy chocolate cake :)) not a fan of chocolate -.- but it was okay, i prefer cheese -..-

seriously, i really don't like celebrating birthday, it makes me feel old and feel like i'm going to die soon, AGING! omg! -.-


ughh i know it's kinda late to blog, look at the time it's 12AM -.- i should get some sleep by now, early cuz my 'right' eye is red! since morning :( well, the eyemo thingy doesn't help, so i google to find the cure, it says 'get more rest-resting my eyes, caused by stress and fatigue' 'use eye-gels' 'use eye-drops' use eye-washes' o.0 hoping it won't getting more red till tomorrow, yerrr...:/


was studying my japanese, for ming tian! still sucks but ima study hard for it cuz i love japanese, it was fun! gambatte pinpin-chan!^0^


and song of the day! mesti ada :)) i keep playing this song! i feel sooo high high high! don't you? :)

i love TOP! i love his style, his voice, his face EVERYTHING! aww bigbang always on the TOP ^0^


gtg, oyasumi mina-san.

19♥

oh hello! Happy Tuesday! and...

and

and

and

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO ME! wtf -.-

fast

change my header again and my url icon, hihi..

CNY has ended :) Happy Chap Goh Mei to ya'll ^0^

time flies like an arrow, so fast till we don't realize, it's already February! i still have the January feelings, the thoughts, haha o.0

how was your day? hmm mine was exhausting -.- i have to do all the chores and the same time attend class, thank goodness it was only aftie class, no morning class :) am no robot, am a human -.-

anyways, my birthday is next week, ughh ahh should i be excited to be 19 soon? or shouldn't i? no one likes to get old right? aging is fugly :))

hmmm i ran out of things to blog bout, really, hmm i guess there's something, idk -..-

well i'm tired, wanna bath and straight to bed :))

oyasumi mina san ^0^

help :(

my recent twitter pic ^0^ i have big face -.-

next month i will be ordering the inspired Doc Martens boot :) but hard to make decision choosing the colors :( hahaha this remind me of economic -.- you know 'scarcity' - 'choices' - 'opportunity cost' ??!! *what the hell she's talking bout??!!* try to be smarty pants huh?? kakakaka~nahh if u study economic, i think u understand what am blabbing bout! okay STFU now, on with the topic -..-


there's 2 colors i really interested in, pink and the white one :( 


which should i get first?


D.I.L.E.M.M.A again :( fml fml


and oh, i'm wearing baju kurung to class first time in asia times! haha =='