誕生日♥

puffy eyes, was tired and sleepy *_*

half destroy chocolate cake :)) not a fan of chocolate -.- but it was okay, i prefer cheese -..-

seriously, i really don't like celebrating birthday, it makes me feel old and feel like i'm going to die soon, AGING! omg! -.-


ughh i know it's kinda late to blog, look at the time it's 12AM -.- i should get some sleep by now, early cuz my 'right' eye is red! since morning :( well, the eyemo thingy doesn't help, so i google to find the cure, it says 'get more rest-resting my eyes, caused by stress and fatigue' 'use eye-gels' 'use eye-drops' use eye-washes' o.0 hoping it won't getting more red till tomorrow, yerrr...:/


was studying my japanese, for ming tian! still sucks but ima study hard for it cuz i love japanese, it was fun! gambatte pinpin-chan!^0^


and song of the day! mesti ada :)) i keep playing this song! i feel sooo high high high! don't you? :)

i love TOP! i love his style, his voice, his face EVERYTHING! aww bigbang always on the TOP ^0^


gtg, oyasumi mina-san.

19♥

oh hello! Happy Tuesday! and...

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and

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HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO ME! wtf -.-

'Better safe than sorry, And paranoid than dead'

hmm, this is a long post, but it doesn't matter, especially if you're woman, a girl, a lady, please take your time to read this for your own good :)

i saw this article in Facebook, cuz the title errr it explained duhh :))

i don't know if your already saw or read it, if haven't, read it NOW! Because I CARE! :))

*i copy paste* ^0^

Jim Paredes wrote: Katipunan , QC incident

Dear friends,

 Many of you may not have heard of the incident that happened to a
 friend of my son last week at about 6:30 pm right in front of the
 thickly-populated area of BPI-Katipunan, near shoppersville. she
 parked her car right in front of BPI to make a withdrawal and to do
 some groceries.

 As she was getting into her car after doing her chores, a man suddenly
 appeared beside her and tried to bully her into moving to the
 passenger seat. when she pressed her car horn to call attention, he
 pushed her in the car and pinned her down with his elbow on her neck.
 it was a good thing that she had the presence of mind to continue to
 struggle and press on her car horn to catch attention(even if she had
 to use her foot to do this) Her assailant even tried to make people
 believe that it was a domestic matter by telling the crowd not to get
 involved as it was a "private matter". But with the onlookers
 multiplying by the second, her assailant finally gave up and ran. that
 was when she stood up and shouted for help. Thank God the guy got
 caught and is now under police custody.

 Last saturday, during the inquest, she told me that what gave her the
 guts to fight her assailant was the article "THROUGH A RAPIST'S EYES"
 forwarded to our e-groups! about a week prior to her attack. I am
 re-forwarding the article (you can find it at the bottom of this
 (e-mail) for everyone's benefit. please tell your friends, family, and
 loved ones about this. It works. may i just add that to a certain
 extent, we have to get ourselves involved if we see violence being
 committed on anyone like calling on a security guard or a police
 officer even if it appears to be a domestic matter. It seems that a
 lot of attackers use that tactic to get away with violence. Not many
 people know how to take care of themselves when faced with such a
 situation. Everyone, please be very, very careful.

 THOUGHT THIS WAS GOOD INFO TO PASS ALONG... 
 FYI - Through a rapist's eyes! A group of rapists and date rapists in
 prison were interviewed on what they look for in a potential victim
 and here are some interesting facts:

 1] The first thing men look for in a potential victim is hairstyle.
 They are most likely to go after a woman with a ponytail, bun! , braid
 or other hairstyle that can easily be grabbed. They are also likely to
 go after a woman with long hair. Women with short hair are not common
 targets.

 2] The second thing men look for is clothing. They will look for women
 who's clothing is easy to remove quickly. Many of them carry scissors
 around to cut clothing.

 3] They also look for women using their cell phone, searching through
 their purse or doing other activities while walking because they are
 off guard and can be easily overpowered.

 4] The number one place women are abducted from / attacked at is
 grocery store parking lots.

 5] Number two is office parking lots/garages.

 6] Number three is public restrooms.

 7] The thing about these men is that they are looking to grab a woman
 and quickly move her to a second location where they don't have to
 worry about getting caught.

 8] If you put up any kind of a fight at all, they get discouraged
 because it only takes a minute or two for them to realize that going
 after you isn't worth it because it will be time-consuming.

 9] These men said they would not pick on women who have umbrellas,or
 other similar objects that can be used from a distance, in their
 hands.

 10] Keys are not a deterrent because you have to get really close to
 the attacker to use them as a weapon. So, the idea is to convince
 these guys you're not worth it.

 POINTS THAT WE SHOULD REMEMBER: 
 1] If someone is following behind you on a street or in a garage or
 with you in an elevator or stairwell, look them in the face and ask
 them a question, like what time is it, or make general small talk:
 can't believe it is so cold out here, we're in for a bad winter. Now
 that you've seen their faces and could identify them in a line- up,
 you lose appeal as a target.

 2] If someone is coming toward you, hold out your hands in front of
 you and yell Stop or Stay back! Most of the rapists this man talked to
 said they'd leave a woman alone if she yelled or showed that she would
 not be afraid to fight back. Again, they are looking for an EASY
 target.

 3] If you carry pepper spray (this instructor was a huge advocate of
 it and carries it with him wherever he goes,) yelling I HAVE PEPPER
 SPRAY and holding it out will be a deterrent.

 4] If someone grabs you, you can't beat them with strength but you can
 do it by outsmarting them. If you are grabbed around the waist from
 behind, pinch the attacker either under the arm between the elbow and
 armpit or in the upper inner thigh - HARD. One woman in a class this
 guy taught told him she used the underarm pinch on a guy who was
 trying to date rape her and was so upset she broke through the skin
 and tore out muscle strands the guy needed stitches. Try pinching
 yourself in those places as hard as you can stand it; it really hurts.

 5] After the initial hit, always go for the groin. I know from a
 particularly unfortunate experience that if you slap a guy's parts it
 is extremely painful. You might think that you'll anger the guy and
 make him want to hurt you more, but the thing these rapists told our
 instructor is that they want a woman who will not cause him a lot of
 trouble. Start causing trouble, and he's out of there.

 6] When the guy puts his hands up to you, grab his first two fingers
 and bend them back as far as possible with as much pressure pushing
 down on them as possible. The instructor did it to me without using
 much pressure, and I ended up on my knees and both knuckles cracked
 audibly.

 7] Of course the things we always hear still apply. Always be aware of
 your surroundings, take someone with you if you can and if you see any
 odd behavior, don't dismiss it, go with your instincts. You may feel
 little silly at the time, but you'd feel much worse if the guy really
 was trouble.

 FINALLY, PLEASE REMEMBER THESE AS WELL .... 
 I know you are smart enough to know these pointers but there will be
 some, where you will go "hmm I must remember that" After reading,
 forward it to someone you care about, never hurts to be careful in
 this crazy world we live in.

 1. Tip from Tae Kwon Do: The elbow is the strongest point on your
 body. If you are close enough to use it, do it.

 2. Learned this from a tourist guide to New Orleans : if a robber asks
 for your wallet and/or purse, DO NOT HAND IT TO HIM. Toss it away from
 you.... chances are that he is more interested in your wallet and/or
 purse than you and he will go for the wallet/purse. RUN LIKE MAD IN
 THE OTHER DIRECTION!

 3. If you are ever thrown into the trunk of a car: Kick out the back
 tail lights and stick your arm out the hole and start waving like
 crazy. The driver won't see you but everybody else will. This has
 saved lives.

 4. Women have a tendency to get into their cars after shopping,eating,
 working, etc., and just sit
 (doing their checkbook, or making a list, etc. DON'T DO THIS! The
 predator will be watching you, and this is the perfect opportunity for
 him to get in on the passenger side,put a gun to your head, and tell
 you where to go. AS SOON AS YOU CLOSE the DOORS , LEAVE.

 5. A few notes about getting into your car in a parking lot, or
 parking garage: a. Be aware: look around your car as someone may be
 hiding at the passenger side , peek into your car, inside the
 passenger side floor, and in the back seat. ( DO THIS TOO BEFORE
 RIDING A TAXI CAB) .

 b. If you! u are parked next to a big van, enter your car from the
 passenger door. Most serial killers attack their victims by pulling
 them into their vans while the women are attempting to get into their
 cars.

 c. Look at the car parked on the driver's side of your vehicle, and
 the passenger side. If a male is sitting alone in the seat nearest
 your car, you may want to walk back into the mall, or work, and get a
 guard/policeman to walk you back out. IT IS ALWAYS BETTER TO BE SAFE
 THAN SORRY. (And better paranoid than dead.)

 6. ALWAYS take the elevator instead of the stairs. (Stairwells are
 horrible places to be alone and the perfect crime spot).

 7. If the predator has a gun and you are not under his control, ALWAYS
 RUN! The predator will only hit you (a running target) 4 in 100 times;
 And even then, it most likely WILL NOT be a vital organ. RUN!

 8. As women, we are always trying to be sympathetic: STOP IT! It may
 get you raped, or killed. Ted Bundy, the serial killer, was a
 good-looking, well educated man, who ALWAYS played on the sympathies
 of unsuspecting women. He walked with a cane, or a limp, and often
 asked "for help" into his vehicle or with his vehicle, which is when
 he abducted his next victim.

 I'd like you to forward this to all the women you know. It may save a
 life. A candle is not dimmed by lighting another candle. I was going
 to send this to the ladies only, but guys, if you love your mothers,
 wives, sisters, daughters, etc., you may want to pass it onto them, as
 well.

 Send this to any woman you know that may need to be reminded that the
 world we live in has a lot of crazies in it and it's better safe than
 sorry.

okay, that was the article. Original, i did not edit plus anything else, it was true and the incident did really happened, in the Philippines. But, countries doesn't matter, where you live and what nationality you are, humans are humans, rapist are rapist.

and , ehehehehe steal this from oppa chung hee :)) self defense! ima practice this :))

song of the week,

this song is beautiful, i love the lyrics, kinda emo when listening to it :)


Happy Sunday and Take Care ^0^

fast

change my header again and my url icon, hihi..

CNY has ended :) Happy Chap Goh Mei to ya'll ^0^

time flies like an arrow, so fast till we don't realize, it's already February! i still have the January feelings, the thoughts, haha o.0

how was your day? hmm mine was exhausting -.- i have to do all the chores and the same time attend class, thank goodness it was only aftie class, no morning class :) am no robot, am a human -.-

anyways, my birthday is next week, ughh ahh should i be excited to be 19 soon? or shouldn't i? no one likes to get old right? aging is fugly :))

hmmm i ran out of things to blog bout, really, hmm i guess there's something, idk -..-

well i'm tired, wanna bath and straight to bed :))

oyasumi mina san ^0^

help :(

my recent twitter pic ^0^ i have big face -.-

next month i will be ordering the inspired Doc Martens boot :) but hard to make decision choosing the colors :( hahaha this remind me of economic -.- you know 'scarcity' - 'choices' - 'opportunity cost' ??!! *what the hell she's talking bout??!!* try to be smarty pants huh?? kakakaka~nahh if u study economic, i think u understand what am blabbing bout! okay STFU now, on with the topic -..-


there's 2 colors i really interested in, pink and the white one :( 


which should i get first?


D.I.L.E.M.M.A again :( fml fml


and oh, i'm wearing baju kurung to class first time in asia times! haha =='

waddaaa buckk??!!

was browsing the mtv music site, saw the mtv for k-pop, THEN i saw this dramatic kpop transformation -..- BOOM! than dramatic fyi :)))

for Girl's Generation Beloved Fans! this is for ya'll ^0^ your princesses and your angels :)))

Sunny! oh well -.- she was ranked no.1 who had transform extremely, yeah she did! good job well done :))

Tiffany, the eyes i think remain the same, abit, overall, err she's change alot! she looks like a thai bias here..OoOps :))) and oh, she was rank no.2

the most shocking! WTH! WTF! Jessica Jung! the 'ice princess', that's what her fans called her..LOL don't cha think she should rank no.1? she really did transform ALOT! thanks to face surgery plastic whateva you name it, i'm still in shock cuz i'm her biggest fan, she's my idol o.0 nahh i still love you<3

you can check out the other idols here http://www.mtvk.com/2011/02/10/top-10-dramatic-k-pop-transformations-2/

heart day ♥

it's 14th of February! it's Valentine's lorr :))

Happy Valentine's Day to all lovebirds, to everybody! don't care if ur single like me :( ehemm don't be sad! cuz ur not the only one! for me, valentine's is about spreading the love, not for only bf/gf couples but love everything everyone around you, you can celebrate it with your friends, besties, family even your pets ^0^

hmmm was thinking about sending him valentine's wish >//<

should i? o.O

OKAY! :)

have a nice Valentine ya'll! going to sleep now, my neck is killin me -.-

XOXO

shitty

been studying japanese, was kinda okay :) hopefully can understand more! gambatte!

how was your day? i feel so sleepy lately, and moody doody, i don't want to be too happy or too sad, idk there's something wrong with me, i feel tired and all i want to do is take a nap or just sleep -.- am also having bad dreams or nightmares these past few days :(

skin also dry and stupid bias neko keep scratching my leg -..- so now i have fugly fully scars leg :(

ughh what shall you do on valentines day if ur a single lady or dude? zomg -..- why am i asking you this question? am i that pathetic? -..- *sobsobsob*

wanna ask him out, but too shy >//< even tho he tells me to sms him whenever i want to talk or whatever, didn't see him online in fb these past few days :(

how were you? eh? hehe <3

hihi shall i text him or what? i never text to guys first, normally i will wait em to do so, that shows he's interested with us, don't cha think??

D.I.L.E.M.M.A! F!

my birthday is coming soon, i expect nothing, just want to be healthy and happy :) i'ma study hard for this sem, ignore those faggots, biatches.

nothin can hold me down ^0^

kung hei fat choi

na na na na na naaaaa *errrr singing the famous chinese new year song* -..-

haha i want to wish everyone especially those who are chinese, a Happy Chinese New Year and Happy New Year! May this year bring us all happiness and many carrots, ha??!! kakaka it's the year of bunny rabbits lor, eat more vegetables so you can be fat cute chubby healthy like the rabbits :))

wishing ya'll the best, and hope this year celebration will be more fun and joyful than last year, be happy smile, don't be shy to show your bunny teeth cuz the bunny dont't, kakaka okay i'm shitting already -..-

my new bunny, name her sam soon, from the korean drama 'my lovely sam soon' :))

with neko bias ^0^

okay! go get a bunny now :)

lastly: KUNG HEI FAT CHOI! XIN NIAN KUAI LE! HONG PAO NA LAI ^0^ *despo*

hair♥

hello dolls ^0^ aren't you excited for tomorrow? it's Chinese New Year lor, dong dong qiang hong pao na lai kakaka :))

i'ma blab bout hair today, i'm into blonde and lighter hair color recently, my current hair, as you can see my picture in last few post, seriously, i have no idea what color is it now cuz i dyed it my own and i mixed 2 colors on it kakaka *sick mind*

i used beauteen hair dye, platinum blonde and mixed with peach berry -..- i don't know bout the others cuz i read some review bout it from other bloggers, they claimed it was kinda ugly, not good lar and the result doesn't came out like they expect it to be blablabla, but for me the platinum blonde was okay, i really like how fast it bleached my super dark hair into lighter one :)

now i'm sien with my hair liao and want color that are more ashy and not to bright ^0^

errr like this♥

saw these at palty, it's really hard to find palty hair dye here in MY, yeah most of the japanese brand :(
hmm what do u think? i like the first one, so damn chio, is it? ^0^